[benson] a.k.a ^LuvAlive

2004-04-12T05:26:00.000+08:00

My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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i'm bek!! applause plz? oh heyz.. dun groan ova dere... u came here to see mi dun u? mwaha. hmmm.. was mia (missing in action) for nearly a wk... lotsa tings happened... mani of dem rather significant... hmmm.. let's see how gd mi mem's...

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thurs, 8th apr..
again.. mi and dear survived thru the nitex (and dae) wif literally no slp at all... she was to report to SP at 9am for a aplitude-test-cum-interview... so she stay awake whole nitex to touch up her portfolio and prepare herself for the great dae (duhz)... finalli.. we left the hse at 8.30... fully ready to be LATE... i hailed a cab and we hop on to SP... it was a long journey and dear fell aslp in mi arms... we reached mins b4 9 and she left hastily into the auditorium w/o bidding gd bye and cfming where and when to mit lata... duhz.. i was tired as well but tot i wldnt wanna make it big so i let it go... i hopped onto bus 196 and got to Clementi to top up mi ezlink card... den i hop onto the mrt to boon lay, where i was to bank in mi cheque to ocbc bank at jurong pt to pay mi skool fees at poly... alas! the damn bank isnt open yet... i got dere too early (it was 9.30)... the bank's scheduled to open at 10.30... and dere wasnt ani shopping to do... most of the shops (except the gd old kopi bean and macdonald's) were closed... oh great... suddenly a tot came ova mi... why dun i collect mi long ovadue pay frm dear's xiaogu?.. i had wk for her for a whole wk and deserved betta... so i called her and asked for mi pay... she asked how much i nid... i sae 300... she sae finex and to get it frm her at her stall... damn, it's at pasir ris!! but well.. for the sake of mi $.. i guess i wld've to travel tt far... and tt's frm boon lay to pasir ris!! sum1 plz count the mrt stops duhz...

finalli i reached downtown east at 10.45... oh great! dear's to be dismissed for a brk at 11... she's gonna be so glad tt she dun see mi outside waiting for her... duhz.. as expected.. she gif mi a call at 11... and asked mi where i am... she got a shock when she heard pasir ris... lol. i told her i'm on mi wae rushing bek to pick her up but she ask mi to take mi time as her interview's at 12.15... i cld sense tt she's in a high spirit as she kip toking to mi... i was glad tt the test turned out well... she was quite confident abt it... yeahx! but whu noes?.....

we hung up the call at 12.10... i was on the train bek... hmmm.. sumwhere at tiong bahru i guess... aniwaes.. to cut the long storie short... i arrived at sp juz in time to see her dismissed frm the interview... it was a total disaster!! she was totally diff frm an hr ago... certain and confident... duhz.. she hugged mi and i knew... oh god here cums... she told mi how crude the teachers were... how dey mocked at her ans... and how impatient dey were... how insincere... aww.. screw dem man... big shots huhx? u lit pricks! u depend on us for a living... dun push it... i had a realli hard time trying to convince her tt everyting's well... tt she'll get into sp's design course... but on her side... she's sure tt she's failed... she's... devastated... haix..

i banked in the cheque at the bank at 1+ and had lunch wif dear at long john silvers... she was still sad... we walked ard jurong pt and i was glad tt she did tok more... wow.. shopping realli does wonders to a gurl huhx... mwaha. aniwaes.. we shop till abt 4.30 where we left to take bus 174 to plaza sing to mit mi v200 buyer... we slp thru the whole journey... hand in hand wif her head on mi shoulder... how romantic huhx? i got up wif mi shoulder realli strained! mwhahas... but it's all worth it.. both of us were more refreshed... ya.. so we met up wif mi baobei-nine-mths-old-samsung-v200 buyer and dealed at 370 bucks... mi frens sae it was a gd deal but mi mum definately tot otherwise... she gif mi a gd dressing down when i told her on the fonex... she asked why i gif tt fellow a big 50% discount on mi fone (i bought at 748 - barely a mth v200 was out - and sold it off at 370)... lol. nvmz.. old people nv understand our nids... or rather.. desperate wans... mwaha.

mi dae ended aft i bought mi new baobei -- the nokia 6600... a rather ovaweight baby huhx? but i dun mind... tis baby's a whole lot smarter than mi previous one... tt's why i'm willing to fork out 674.75 for it wif a starhub 2-yr plan... and now.. mi no's beri similar to mi dear's... YEAHx! =D

ps: dear received a letter frm sp lata tt nitex... it reads.. congratulations! u've successfully been admitted into 1st yr full time did (diploma in interior design)... mwaha.

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shan't sae much abt fri and sat... tis 2 daes were spent wking for mi dear's xiaogu...

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sun, 11 apr..
i had sore eyes todae... again... haix.. i wonder if mi eyes are failing mi... i always haf terrible sore eyes every now and den... and dey always hurt a deal!! dey pain so much tt i cldnt even open mi eyes... i have to leave dem closed till dey wldnt hurt animore... duhz.. mi eyes sux... =/

so.. thx to mi eyes mi and dear onli managed to go out at 6... wif mi eyes having double visions... duhz.. we went to bugis and shopped ard... din realli do aniting much... dear bought a new pierre cardin wallet... costed her 60++ aft 10% discount... and i promised her tt i wld buy her a watch tt caught her fancy for our 2nd mth anni... tt'll cost mi 40... hmmm.. if she were to buy dem 2gather todae... it's to cost her more than a hundred bucks... =//

hmmm.. nth more exciting stuffs todae...

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mon, 12 apr..
thx god.. i wakie wif no-probs-eyes todae... *grIns* (hope dere wun be ani pains in mi eyes during mi big dae tml. i'm to report to np for enrollment. cant afford to screw it... nid ya guys prayers yea... =))... stayed at home whole dae and chilled watching vcds... went swimming wif dear and her bro and cousin at her condo... had quite a gd time splashing ard... shall do it again soon... mwaha. *sIlly.grIns*

2004-04-06T02:12:00.000+08:00

Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.
What type of eyes do you have?
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it's another boring dae for mi... din zzz all the wae ytd again and got so fatigue aft i had mi brkfast wif mi dear at macpherson hawker centre... guess it was the combination of hot sambal chilli and humid weather tt makes mi feel so drowsy... oh wells.. we reached home at abt 9 and mi dear left for piano lessons at her teacher's pl... i wanted to acc her but both of us felt tt i wld be so bored ova dere... so i stayed at her pl and rest... she returned home (not sure of the timing) and left for downtown east to help her auntie out at her stall... i wanted to acc her... but though mi passion is strong... the flesh is weak... i allowed mi weariness to ovacum mi eventually... i woke up at 5 in the evening and got ovawhelmed wif guilt... i called mi dear at once and got readie to leave the hse within mins to mit her... i cld hear frm her voice tt she's feeling realli bad... kinda upset... **sorrie dear.. i wasnt able to be dere wif u... i promise i'll try to be dere for u in future...

reached downtown east at 6.30... dere wasnt much crowd and so we had dinner 2gather... aft tt we helped out at the store a lit till it's time to pack up... the auntie instructed mi to wash the floor whilst dear wash the utencils and all... soon it was time to leave... we left downtown east at 9.30... the earliest time we managed to get everyting donex and leave since the stall opened a fortnitex ago... aft we reached aljunied station, dear's auntie handed her a S$100 bill... it was her pay for the dae... at tt moment, i felt the sudden urge to wk and earn money... it triggered off a burning spirit in mi tt yearned to wk... i guess i'll find miself a job tml and STICK to it till the skool reopens... juz pray tt God'll help mi to ovacum mi laziness..

2004-04-05T05:41:00.000+08:00

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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hmmm.. i had a real normal dae todae... normal as in... a lit dull... well.. mi dae started onli in the noon, at abt 2... i cant believe i zzz so much... lol. aniwaes.. i had lunch wif dear at home... she bought mi food while i was still slping... (how swt huhx... =D) aft which she went down to her parents' shop to help out while i spent mi time in front of the com, catching up wif msn pals... (mi com sux.. =x)... had quite a gd time chatting wif dem... soon it was dusk... mi dear returned home and we had instant noodles for dinner... den we went to her cousins' condo for a swim... DEY swim, that is... all 4 of dem were having fun in the pool while i watched dem and drowned mi sorrows in the newspapers (reading dem tt's)... soon it was time to go home... we walked ard the estate lazily, unwilling to go home... aft spending time toking 2gather, we bought food for her famili members and left for home...

i reached home at near midnitex... dere was a long queue at the posbank near mi hse... was waiting impatiently for mi turn to deposit mi miserable S$20 into the teller machine... f**K! i cant believe i've onli S$52.58 in mi bank acc! haix... looks lyk i realli've to find a job soon... how'm i to fulfill mi dreams of changing mi com, mi hp and mi discman shld i continue tis wae... =( arrgh.. sumtimes i realli tink tt i'm a burden... i'm often unsatisfied wif how mi life's and's constantly trying to upgrade it... i'm such a chore... haix.. why am i born liddat... =/

was at Y!auctions juz now... tot of mi (then) bez fren, kiwi... haix... i realli feel guilty tt our frenship isnt strong at all now... chee wi.. kok liong... hong tat... jakiel... charleston... i haben got a clue on how their life's now... sobx. i realli hope tt we can get 2gather one dae... soon.. okays. was toking abt Y!auctions... bought a new keyboard and mouse for chee wi... hmmm.. maybe to replace mi presence to him wif mi gifts... i guess it wld make mi feel a lit betta... guess mi miserable few bucks left in the bank wldnt last mi till wed... hahax... i sux.

2004-04-04T05:45:00.000+08:00

Yoo hoo~! A new blog's born...

BEN(x2)'s blog's declared opened and posted online on the 4th of April 2004, at 0545hrs...

Do stay tuned for updates!! cheers..

2004-04-04T03:00:00.000+08:00

Power Rangers movie
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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mi 1st real entry for mi nice, nice blog... so exciting! mwaha. i'm mad... nvm.. i always am... juz lyk tis mad quiz i've taken moments ago... i'm to star in POWER RANGERS - the movie? wahahahahhax...

aniwaes.. i din slp for the whole of ytd... started tis blog and aft i finished doing everyting it was abt 6 in the morning... took a long bath and departed home to mit mi dear at her pl at ard 7... went out and had brkfast at Geylang East hawker centre... aft which we went to art fren @ bras basah... hahax.. joined art fren club though i noe i wun nid the card... hmmm.. i'll juz take it tt i'm joining for mi dear's sake... she'll be stardeeing interior design @ sp aniwaes... besides, the joining fee's juz S$5.25... easily affordable by mi... yeas.. succeeded in making mi feel less guilty... mwhahas.. okiex okiez.. aft browsing all the art stuffs on the shelves, mi dear left the shop... satisfied. hahax.. now u see.. having a creative gf isnt ez... mwaha. so we left bras basah and took bus 33 to ikea... as expected, we dozed off at once aft setting our weary bums onto the comfort of volvo cushions, wif kool courtesy of carrier air cons... hahax.. sbs rawks~! we slept thruout the journey and was awaken abruptly sumhow (cldnt figure out wat or whu woke us up... lol) and realized tt it was the stop to alight... phew~ how fortunate... thank god! lol.

so we reached ikea.. mi dear became enthu immediately... she wanna refurbish her rm ur see... lol. we grabbed 2 ikea catalogues and 2 pc of shopping lists and 2 pencils and began our shopping spree... the spree lasted a total of approximately 6 hrs... and we ended up wif juz 6 wooden fotoframes and 2 coloured candles... how pathetic huhx? howeva, we left ikea wif a betta concept of how to design mi dear's rm... and how to further beautify mi cosy hse... mwaha. so we left ikea and boarded bus 64 for mi dear's home... again, we dozed off frm the start of our journey... (... onto the comfort of volvo cushions, wif kool courtesy of carrier air cons...)... soon we were glad to reach home... w/o ani delay, both of us hit the bed aft we took off our shoes (and socks)... and tt was 7 in the evening... now it's 3... and i've juz woken up frm mi nap... shall get bek to bed now though... mwahas.. btw.. GOOD MORNING~ to all whu're reading tis now... hahax.. i'm bek to bed.

2004-02-27T05:50:00.000+08:00

Juz got mi GCE "O" lvls results todae... Oh man.. The wait was so... Distasteful. Every1 was so worried ova how the results wld turn out... Suddenly Shaw Hall becum the hottest spot in skool.... Mwaha.

I met up wif mi dear in the noon for lunch at Geylang East... We din realli njoy our fishball noodles as we were anticipating ova the outcum of our sec skool education... Soon it was time to face the hr of reckoning... I met up wif malau and sammy aft lunch and proceeded to skool... Dere were mani toks by mani teachers but I dun tink dere was ani1 whu realli paid attention to dem... Wat matters most was our results! Howeva, our lovely Mrs. Diana Ho did caught mani of our attention by informing us tt the dae of registration for retaking of our GCE "O" lvls in skool wld be on the 1st of March... Her most lovely line wld had to be "All of u're welcum to be bek in GM...". Naturally, it caused a small commotion... Lol. Aniwaes.. The collection of results began aft a prayer by our bishop... Oh man... Tt was when all of us had cold sweat cuming out frm all ova our bodie (not juz covering our spine)... Mi dear, whose index no was 3, got the results almost immediately... She got 16 for L1R4... Which is a relatively gd result... Mi and malau almost died of heart-attack aft Alvin got his results... He got 29 for his L1R4... We tot we wld be ard the same standard and started panicking... To make tings worse, our (mi & malau) index nos are 30 & 31 respectively (the last 2 bois in klass)... Eventually we got our results bek... We were realli relieved tt we din scored too badly for it... Malau got 18 while I managed to get 20... Wow.. I realli felt tt it was by God's grace tt I din flunk mi exams... Praise the Lord!